Park Bom apologizes to fans in heartbreaking letter after 2NE1 disbands

Park Bom has broken her silence for the first time since news that 2NE1 would be disbanding was announced. 

In a heartbreaking letter, she starts off by saying that the letter is to all her fans around the world. She talks about how much she’s hurting and how sad she is and goes into apologizing to all her fans.

Read the translated letter below:

Hello to those who have all loved me… and all the fans who have watched and liked me, I am Bom…
Our Blackjacks! You guys have been waiting for us for so long… I apologize… and all I can say is I am sorry… It is hurting a lot… but I wanted to write a letter… All I can say right now is that… I have tried my best until now… I wanted to tell you guys this. Over the past few years, we had been waiting, preparing, and working hard to present our fans with many things… but some things in life just haven’t gone the way I had truly wished… It isn’t like we didn’t work hard for these last few years… so how could I forget it all just like that… T.T??? What can we do…? T.T It’s upsetting, but… our “memories”… I will try not to forget them. All the happy moments and all the joyful moments… T.T Although I’m shedding tears of red… I will keep it in my heart. When I think about saying goodbye to our Dara, Chaerin, and Minzy, I become speechless… I can’t breathe… It just hurts so much I don’t think I can continue writing… For all these years… the four of us… “We were possible because of all of you…” I will never forget.. Thank you… T.T On this rainy winter day… Sincerely… Bom…

To fans around the world…
Hello to my fans who have always loved and looked after me. This is [Park Bom]. My Blackjacks! You all really waited for us… I apologize…. I can only say I’m sorry… It hurts a lot, but… I wanted to write a letter… What can I say right now…

I wanted to say that I tried my best during this time… Over the past few years, we had been waiting, preparing, and working hard to present our fans with many things. ut some things in life just haven’t gone the way I had truly wished… It isn’t like we didn’t work hard for these last few years… so how could I forget it all just like that… T.T??? What can we do…? T.T It’s upsetting, but… our “memories”… I will try not to forget them. All the happy moments and all the joyful moments… T.T Although I’m shedding tears.. I will keep it in my heart.

When I think of being apart from Dara, CL and Minzy, I lose all my words… I can’t breathe. I can’t write anymore because my heart is hurting… During this time… the 4 of us… ‘We were able to do everything because of all of you’. I won’t forget… Thank you T.T On a rainy day. Posted by Bom.