SEVENTEEN’s Seungkwan Leaves Another Letter For ASTRO’s Moonbin At His Memorial

“I’m kind of scared…”

ASTRO Moonbin’s memorial at the Fantagio Entertainment office building’s sky park will soon be taken down and moved to a temple. It was a hard decision to make but it could not be helped. Prior to the moving of the memorial, fans went to visit it one last time. They discovered a letter from SEVENTEEN’s Seungkwan who had come to the memorial before it was scheduled to be moved.

Seungkwan’s letter. | theqoo

Seungkwan touched the hearts of fans as he explained that he had been doing his best to take care of the people that Moonbin left behind.

Dear, our Binnie

Bin! I’m stopping by for a moment. As the day we truly have to send you off approaches, I’ve come to the (Fantagio) Sky Park where your fans have been at the most. I’ve been trying hard to take care of Sua, your mother, your father, and your aunts but thanks to them being the ones to take care of me, I’ve been able to work hard at my schedules. The day before yesterday, I went to Taeyeon noona’s concert, which I was supposed to go to with you. I received a lot of comfort there. I thought of you a lot too. Thankfully, she didn’t sing “U R,” which you so liked. Thankfully, there wasn’t a cause for me to sob at my seat, haha. How have you been recently? Is there anything you want to eat? I really want to have beer with you. You miss it too, right? I’m sure you do, you brat. I miss the us from back then. I had hoped that these feelings will get better bit by bit as time went by. But I don’t think it’s going to happen. Woongie said this. Rather than being okay without you, it’s better to live a life less okay. I kind of agree with that. Please be understanding about that. I’m still so selfish. I’m still hoping for you to be understanding of me. This is all I amount to. I’m kind of scared, because you, who used to shine on me, aren’t here.

— Seungkwan

Seungkwan also explained to Moonbin that the latter’s fans had even given him comfort. It seems that Arohas are just as lovely and caring as their beloved Moonbin.

The day before yesterday, your fans came to the cafe and told me thank you, and they comforted me. You don’t know how much I tried to hold my tears in. They gave me such warm comfort. So I have to get it together too! I swore that to myself again. I think it will continue to be like this too in the future. I love you lots, my friend. I have to go now. I’m sorry because it seems like I just came to whine to you. See you tomorrow, Bin. I miss you. Hurry and eat well, sleep well, and come to me in my dreams. If you have time I guess~


— Seungkwan

With one last touching letter, Seungkwan gave the most beautiful send off to his friend in heaven.

Source: theqoo