Z.Tao Tells Fans He’s Fed Up And Wants To Disappear

“I’m so tired and annoyed, I can’t even breathe.”

Popular Chinese artist, actor, and former EXO member Z.Tao recently aired his personal concerns on his social media account.

He said he is so annoyed, to the point he can’t breathe due to how busy he is.

“I’m so tired and annoyed, I can’t even breathe.

I work and do things everyday but honestly, I don’t want to do anything right now.”

— Z.Tao

Being the first time saying something of this nature publicly, he knows he might get some negative feedback, but he still wanted to clear his mind.

“I’ve never posted anything negative for you guys but I really want to disappear for a while.

I’ve endured so much [over the past 6 years] I just want to vent.”

— Z.Tao

Finally, he said he wasn’t as happy as his fans thought, but reassured them that he is a strong person, just that he needs a break.

“I am not as happy as you may have thought I was.

I’m actually a strong person. Just right now, my mind and body are so tired, I can’t even breathe.”

— Z.Tao

Read his full message below.

“I’m so tired and annoyed, I can’t even breathe. I need to return to filming a drama but I don’t want to ask for a leave. I don’t want to make the crew wait for me.

I have to practice dancing but I’m afraid I can’t do it well enough. I work and do things everyday but honestly, I don’t want to do anything right now.

I can’t attend the company’s annual meeting. I can’t go home. I don’t have holidays. I don’t even know what day it is. There’s so much pressure. Right now, I really can’t breathe.

I’ve never posted anything negative for you guys but I really want to disappear for a while. And just do nothing. It’s been 6 years.

This is the first time I’ve said something like this. I know some people will say ‘you’re an artist, you should deal with it.’ I know, I’ve endured so much [over the past 6 years] I just want to vent.

I don’t know why, I just want to post this. It’s really painful, the feeling not being able to breathe or do anything.

Right now, looking at my life, I really think it’s no different than living in hell. I am not as happy as you may have thought I was.

Don’t say I’m being hypocritical, I’m actually a strong person. Just right now, my mind and body are so tired, I can’t even breathe.

I’m sorry for worrying everyone. And I’m more sorry to myself.

Source: Weibo
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