“Lost Everything” — Idol’s Heartbreaking Self-Composed Lyrics Spark Fury Towards SM Entertainment

It comes amid an uncertain future for the idol.
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Shohei‘s heartbreaking lyrics for his new self-composed song spark fury towards SM Entertainment.

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Shohei | @_iehohs_/Instagram

Shohei has been a part of the trot group MYTRO, but concerns for the group’s disbandment sparked fear as social media accounts were deleted.

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On May 15, Shohei posted an original song on Instagram, with heartbreaking lyrics seemingly alluding to his time as a trainee and in Korea.

 

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Bought a one-way ticket on a plane I shouldn’t be on phones in airplane mode,
I leave without a word
In a seat that doesn’t even deserve to see the view
Window closed, trapped inside stories of the past

Dragging my suitcase, checking in luggage to Japan
Swore under the rainbow sky that I would never go back
My tangled mind is lost in a maze
About everything that happened because of my own choices

That diligent, timid guy
Now has to pay a heavy price for that moment
Everyday, I repent and beg for forgiveness
Afraid that I might rot away, I bury lyrics deep into these pages

A novel written with an inferiority complex
A self-tightened noose suits me well
I’ve lost everything
He’s disqualified as a human
No one can accept me.

— Shohei

When the video was posted, netizens shared their anger and how deep the lyrics were. From rumors that Shohei was going to debut in NCT to MYTRO and now an uncertain future, fans pointed out how raw and honest the lyrics were, hitting back at SM Entertainment for how they managed the idol.

There has been no official announcement regarding Shohei’s future.

If you or someone you know is struggling with depression or has had self-harming thoughts, do not hesitate to reach out to your local confidential support for people in distress or to call the Lifeline. The Lifeline provides free and confidential support for people in distress, prevention and crisis resources for you or your loved ones, and best practices for professionals. If you’re thinking about suicide, are worried about a friend or loved one, or would like emotional support, the Lifeline network is available 24/7. In the US, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline’s # is 988, OR you can call 1-800-273-8255. Crisis Text Line can be reached by texting HOME to 741741 (US), 686868 (Canada), or 85258 (UK).

Source: _iehohs_/Instagram
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